I was a hesitant blogger when I was first appointed as a missionary with WHM. I make myself vulnerable as a blogger, striving to share the truth which includes both successes and failures. As a blogger I know there have been times when I have feared the judgment of men, which totally changes the way I write and doesn't glorify God. While I am vulnerable, the reader is anonymous. At least in my prayer letters, I know the audience. I debated writing this post for that very reason.
This week I reached the ambitious weight loss goal I set for myself about a year and a half ago. (I promise this has to do with missions as well, so keep reading.) I made a change in my life for two main reasons.
1) For my health at the recommendation of my doctor because, as she said, it is much easier to make a change now than it would be ten years from now
2) For Mundri (this is the part about missions) which I did not admit to publicly until now, because what if I failed to reach my goal...
The reality was I just didn't have the energy of stamina do everything I wanted to do in Mundri. My primary mode of transportation was my trusty bicycle, and although I was relatively fit and could get the places I needed to go on my bicycle, I found myself avoiding the bike ride into town when possible. If I didn't HAVE to check up on a water project, I would avoid the bike ride. If I had time to visit a friend, but she lived on the other side of town, I would find something else to do instead. Life in Mundri was definitely more physically demanding than life in the US, and I knew that losing some weight would give more energy for the life I wanted to lead as a member of the community in Mundri.
At least for me, achieving and maintaining a healthy lifestyle is a type of spiritual discipline. I hope to be ready and able to follow God anywhere in the world. Part of that for me means being physically fit for service as far as that depends on my choices and discipline. I'm not running a marathon anytime soon (or probably ever), but I have so much more energy now, which is currently being poured into being a grad student. I must admit, that I haven't had the same discipline over the last year and half in other spiritual disciplines.
I am thankful for the people who have been my workout buddies along the way. Bethany brought P90X to Mundri, so we got up early many days before the heat of the day rolling out our yoga mats on the dusty concrete floor while laughing and sweating together. Now my roommates and I get up early to jog at a local track before we start our reading for the day. We will see what happens once it starts getting really cold, but for now, it is a routine that works for us.
Now it is time to set a new goal for physical fitness and in writing this I have been challenged to look at other spiritual disciplines that are being neglected in my life.
3 comments:
this is awesome! congrats on meeting your goal, and thanks for sharing.
Good for you Christine! I am one of your unknown but very real fans. May God bless you. Judy in HMB
Congrats, Christine! :)
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